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the world goes round [30 Jun 2006|10:49am]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]

wow last time i posted in this thing was and amazingly long time ago! i don't know how i spent hours on this thing. Anywho so i read some old entrys of my friends or past friends... and i just brings apon the fact that everything has changed...so so so much. it's crazy, and in a way kinda sad. but i just have to get over it, i wonder if the face that i want all the bad behind me as soon as possible causing me to be afaid that something bad will happen all the time. i know change does not have to be bad. but it still scares me

<3 Dezzy

p.s
i now see i need a new background for this thing

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Dane Cook [09 Feb 2005|09:02pm]
[ mood | Dane ]

FUCK

 THIS

GAME

you win grandma

I Heart Dane
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this bites [22 Jan 2005|10:28am]
[ mood | you all suck ]

you know what i am having a terrible time. Im stuck alone with no firends to help.don't get me wrong i got friends just none that are here right now when i need them. Whatever i will deal with it by myself.

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[12 Jan 2005|07:38pm]

depressed..sad...lonely

Created by tasteoftearsx and taken 135 times on bzoink!

whats your name?Desiree
have you ever been depressed?Yes
do you think im depressed?Ya
whats your favorite band?Blink 182
do you:
wish you were never born?NO
wonder why you were even put on this planet?Ya, i like mars
always find yourself sitting at home on friday nights with noone to talkto?no meg always is talking
ever wish you would have no emotions at all?No that would suck
write poems?yes 24/7
drink alcohol?No
have sex?No un like some people
have you ever:
got drunk and tried to hook up with ur xbf?Nope
got drunk and told a secret of urs you really didnt want others to know?Nope
do you always:
cry at night?Yes
clean untill theres nothing else to clean?ya
wish you could kill everyone that causes you pain?no just one
including the xbf that dumped you for your worst ememy?No
are you:
your own worst ememy?sometimes
loosing sleep bc you cant stop thinking about everything that hurts you?Yes
always happy when the love of your life enters the room?Yes!!!
sitting at ur comp, smoking a cigarette takeing this stupid survey?Yes survey..no cig
is your:
kat your best friend?if you want
your mom..?no my mom is better
eyes red and watery from crying?sometimes but not now
does your:??
room smell like alcohol?No and proud of it
cigarettes?Hells no
pot...?fu**ing NO...ewww
best friend stab you in the back?Yes she did,she stabbed me and left me to bleed to death alone.
siblings if any annoy the hell out of you?ya but i love him
do you chase them down the street with a butcher knife when they piss uoff?lol no just a kitchen knife
i havent..i swear..yes you have
ok yeah i have..but i was really angry.i have done it to
ok the end is near for me...it is my end 2
i mean the end of the survey.o ok byez..i love you and i miss you

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Survey [11 Jan 2005|07:19pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 12 and Write down what it says. 
Trying to trick the public by waiting and waiting...and then wiping your wet palms on your pants after a messy sneeze.
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
My mom's headphones
3: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
7:15
4: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 
7:24 
5: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My brother watching king of the hill
6: When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Half an hour ago. To buy without a paddle
7: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
www.danecook.com
8: What are you wearing?
Green blink182 shirt, black jeans with a blink patch, a black and white skull trucker hat.
9: When did you last laugh?
At dinner.(we were talking about tampons shotting out of your mouth on a water slide)lol don't ask
10: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
3 paintings and 3 blue prints.
11: Seen anything weird lately?
i looked in a mirror and saw me.
12: What is the last film you saw in theaters?
Hey Hey Hey it's fat albert
13: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? 
A car for me, my mom, and my dad.
14: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I can almost do the dane cook SU-FI.
15: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Make me supreme ruler of all.i will rule you all with my iron fist.
16: George Bush:
sucks and is an idiot with an IQ of 0.1
17: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Dash
18: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Sebatian
19: Who is the hottest guy in town?
Max Thieriot
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[09 Jan 2005|08:56pm]
[ mood | YOU SUCK ]

OK well crazy crazy...what do i say. YOU SUCK!!! YA LADY IM TALKING TO YOU. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!
I know some people are just born savage and some people are just born sucky, but man you are lower that dirt

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[02 Jan 2005|03:56pm]
every thinks been good. now that i have been putting effort in i have been more happy.
exept for sprinkles... he is hurt, like really bad and im sad because im afaid of losing him. He gives me comfort. i know it's not as bad as like justis or my parents getting hurt but i don't want him to hurt.
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hehe [30 Dec 2004|10:33am]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN
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Koolness [27 Dec 2004|12:44pm]
[ mood | making backgrounds ]

Kool new bg. YOU LIKEY...?? i know i do

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long @$$ quiz [23 Dec 2004|10:00am]
[ mood | bloody fingers ]

Bored? ((Over 100 questions))

Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 56547 times on bzoink!

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::Desiree
Birthplace ::salem
Age ::15
Age you act ::10
Current location ::lynn
Eye color ::blue grey all kinds
Hair color ::black
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::right
Zodiac sign? ::leo. fire queen
Height? ::5'3" i think
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::canadian
Your hair ::black
Your fears ::spiders
Your perfect room ::mine
What you practically do in a day ::nothing
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::daude,man
Phrases you overuse ::good times, crazy beautyful
Your first thought when you wake up ::go away justis
Your greatest accomplishment ::living 15 years
Something you want to do ::eat
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::both
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::McDonald's
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::Britney Spears
Chocolate or vanilla ::Both
Adidas or Nike ::Converse
Black or white ::black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::Bills
Burgers or hot dogs ::Burgers
Egypt or France ::France
Rock or rap ::Rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::No
Cuss ::Lil
Sing well ::I guess
Sing in the shower ::Yes
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::yes
Believe in yourself ::A little
Like taking these longass surveys? ::Not really
Play an instrument ::yes
Want to go to college? ::yes
Want to get married? ::yes
Want to have children? ::yes, my baby dash and my boy seb
Think you're a health freak? ::are you kidding
Get along with your parents ::Sometimes
Get along with your siblings? ::sometimes
Think you're popular ::Im good
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::ya NH
Drank alchohal ::No
Smoke ::NO
Get high ::NO
Done any drugs ::NO
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::suprisingly no
Been on stage ::Yes
Gone skinny dipping ::no
Been dumped ::no
Dyed your hair ::yes
Stolen anything ::yes
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::Megan P
Loudest ::Megan P... by far
Most shy ::Vanessa F... talk women
Blondest ::Megan P... Duhh
Smartest ::Vanessa M
Kindest ::Vanessa F
Best personality ::Jess A
Most talented ::Rich C..crazy good actor
Best singer ::Ashley...she is good
Most ghetto ::Wade..getto man extreme!!!!!!!!
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::Megan P and Vanessa F are tied
Pain in the ass ::Jusits lol j/k
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::Jusits lol j/k sry
Funniest ::Perry R
Best person for advice ::My mom
Dependable ::My dad
Trustworthy ::Vanessa F
Druggie ::Melissa
Most likely to end up in jail ::Megan P but she will be sitting next to me
Person you've known the longest ::Vanessa F
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::i saved my head
Last nightmare ::shawn died so i did
Car ride ::yesterday
Last time you cried ::two days ago
Last movie seen ::catch that kid
Last movie rented ::cold creek manor
Last book read ::witch child
Last word said ::JUSTIS
Last curse word said ::???
Last time you laugh ::yesterday at kim's
Last phone call ::to meg
Last CD played ::GC, young and hopeless
Last song you listened to ::offspring- can't get you out of my head
Last annoyance ::Justis
Last IM ::Kim
Last weird encounter ::nothing beats blue sparkley man
Last person you hugged ::Justis just now
Last person you yelled at ::Justis
Last time you wore a skirt ::to weeks ago
Last time you've been evil ::everyday
Sarcastic? ::everyday
Last time you fought with your parents ::yesterday
Last time you wished upon a star ::never
Played Truth or Dare ::a year ago
Spent quality time alone ::everyday
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::yes
Do you feel lonely ::sometimes
Ever TP'd someone's house ::i TP'd a person
How about egging someone's house ::i egged someones breakfast
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::Are you crazy stupid
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::no i am better friends with skittles and 25 cent
Yo Momma ::Rocks
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::NO
What do you think of George Bush? ::I hate him he is so stupid
Any secret fetishes? ::i don't think so
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::ya everyday
How many languages do you speak? ::3 english,spanish, fake spanish
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::YA i think there bleeding
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::YES YES YES

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quiz [23 Dec 2004|09:45am]
[ mood | amused ]

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Desiree
2. Dezy
3. RaeRae

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes
2. My uniquness
3. My ability to make people laugh

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I trust people too much
2. I am a weird
3. I am very self-depreciating

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Canadian
2. Irish
3. French

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Death
2. My friends lol
3. im taking this quiz

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. waking up
2. Laughing
3. playing with my ring

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Blue superman shirt
2. Blue superman pants
3. My ring

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists [at the moment]):
1. Blink 182
2. Good charlotte
3. offspring

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "small things", blink 182
2. "wondering", GC
3. "can't get you out of my head", offspring

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Stay up for 48 hours
2. Diet
3. hair colors

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Honesty/Trust
2. Humor
3. Fun

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order)
1. I'm crasy
2. I'm dead
3. I'm babysitting justis

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Hair (short or spikes..NOT Long)
2. Eyes (pale- blue, green, or gray)
3. ummmm i dunno

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. forget
2. Change people's opinions of me
3. stop thinking

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE PASTIMES:
1. Laughing with friends
2. Drawing
3. Listening to blink

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Get my lip button pierced
2. Get my hair color
3. a piece of candy

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Restaurant owner
2. Lawyer
3. Bum- joke!

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION/HOLIDAY:
1. Canada
2. Ireland
3. Japan

THREE KIDS' NAMES:
1. Dash
2. Sebastian
3. Haven

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Love my job
2. own a home
3. have or adopt kids

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[22 Dec 2004|08:50pm]
[ mood | Skittles and 25 cent ]

wow long time no post. everythings been good...wow thats funny, i get annoyed sometimes because i have lost some things but thats kool whatever. overall im happy.......I was just at kim's but i could not stay..i want to go over again soo!!!!I love my friends Kim,Skittles,Dj,25 cent...lol funny like aways. dude meg got me some kool stuff for
x-mas..everyone so far gave me great stuff but i like megs the best...i think she is comeing over tommorow yay

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12:00 come faster plz [11 Dec 2004|09:59am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

wow lil werid the other day but it's ok...i don't think you and me are on the same level. But whateva thats kool. not really but still. well the last souple days i have been little pissed at the world but ummm it's kool cuz im going to hang out with kim at 12 thats fun. Meg was busy yesterday and will be busy monday. so i don't know if were hanging out. i love when people hate not to hang out with you.. but if there occupied they don't care. whateva i just want to go to kim's really really bad.

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[06 Dec 2004|07:19pm]
Your Punk-rock Life by MestUpChicky
Your BoyfriendTony Lovato (Mest)
Your Best FriendJeremiah Rangel (Mest)
Your ExJesse Lacey (Brand New)
Your Role ModelMark Hoppus (Blink-182)
Your Name
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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hahaha [19 Nov 2004|06:29pm]
water2
You came from the water. Calm and shy, you know
what you want, but sometimes are afraid to
stand up for yourself.


Where did you come from?
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You are Innocent- You have never had sex and you don&apos;t really plan on it. You are completely oblivious to when a guy comes on to you. You are sweet and look quite childish and that is
You are Innocent- You have never had sex and you
don't really plan on it. You are completely
oblivious to when a guy comes on to you. You
are sweet and look quite childish and that is
why guys like you.


What anime girl resides in you?
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draco rocks..so sexy [19 Nov 2004|06:05pm]
You Are Maiden of Mystery!!!
You are Maiden of Mystery!!!
Congrats! You are the Goddess of Wind and you like
to inflict pain. You have alot of Anime posters
and pictures of Tom Felton on the walls of your
room. You have a MAJOR crush on Draco Malfoy
and you will protect him at any cost. You also
dont like when people call him Malfoy cuz it
gets him pissed when he's called by his
surname. Enen if this is not metioned in the
fic, you are also obssessed with South Park.
You are pretty silent unless it comes to
insults to yo man. YOU KICK ASS!!!)


Which Mental Institute character r u???
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New New New [18 Nov 2004|05:45pm]
[ mood | musical ]

I have a brand new background and i love it. it's like so rocking!!! OOO i saw i aida.. it rocked..i g2g byez

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what is with al the dark answers.. im good i love kittens [15 Nov 2004|07:48pm]
Darkness
Your element is Darkness: Self centered, strong
willed, mischievous and mysterious. Your quite
dark and often times frightening, although you
may be good looking its just a costume hiding
the darkness of your heart. You detest everyone
but yourself, people are simply insects to be
burned under the power of your magnifying
glass. People are somewhat drawn to your
mystery but find out to little to late how
cruel you can be. But you have a passionate
soul, that is unless you already sold it.
Pursuing whatever you set your mind to, you
look at life with a 'Shut up and leave me
alone' attitude most often because people
generally seem to annoy you. You may be the
ruler of darkness but you can often times be
generally lonely wishing for someone to share
in your dance of darkness so long as they know
who is the master.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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wow a lil dark [15 Nov 2004|07:45pm]
[ mood | creative ]

You belong in the world of darkness and are a part of the despair.
You belong in the land of darkness, otherwise known
as one of the worlds in which I dwell. All here
is beauty inspired by tragedy and great sorrow.
Write or go through other creative outlets to
express the anguish you may be feeling, and
never let anyone tell you that you are just
being 'weepy' or full of 'teenage angst'(if
you're a teenager.If not, then they really
should be punished for calling you one. They
probably are trying to insult your
maturity...fools.)and always remain yourself,
dark and amazing. Never change.


Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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i took a quiz [14 Nov 2004|09:25pm]
[ mood | look a quiz ]

Individuality
G:

Your Beauty lies
in Individuality. Different, amazing, and all your
own. You like be set apart
from all others and most love that you do. You are
solitary at times, but for
the most part, there is no greater compliment to
you than someone telling you
that you are different. You're most likely a bit of
a fighter and you hate it
when anyone attempts to change who you are. You
wear what you want, look how you
want and don't let anyone tell you what do to. You
can be a little immature at
times and have trouble dealing with authority and
asking others for help. You
like to do things yourself and are independent
almost to a fault. But, people
still find your individuality amazing and the fact
that no matter what happens
or what anyone else anyone thinks about it, you
will not change who you are.</font>



Some Things
That Represent You:



Element:
Dark, Fire Animal: White Tiger Color:
Bold Colors, Odd
Colors Song: Just They Way I Am by Angel
Expression: Smirk



Gemstone:
Bloodstone Mythological Creature: Phoenix,
Dragon Sign:
Leo Planet: Pluto
Hair Color: Unnatural Colors Eye
Color:

Amber



Quote:
"You laugh because I'm different. I laugh
because you're all the same."




Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
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