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the world goes round [30 Jun 2006|10:49am] [ mood | rejuvenated ] wow last time i posted in this thing was and amazingly long time ago! i don't know how i spent hours on this thing. Anywho so i read some old entrys of my friends or past friends... and i just brings apon the fact that everything has changed...so so so much. it's crazy, and in a way kinda sad. but i just have to get over it, i wonder if the face that i want all the bad behind me as soon as possible causing me to be afaid that something bad will happen all the time. i know change does not have to be bad. but it still scares me <3 Dezzy p.s i now see i need a new background for this thing My Boys

Dane Cook [09 Feb 2005|09:02pm] [ mood | Dane ] [ music | the waffler theme song ] FUCK  THIS GAME you win grandma I Heart Dane 1 All mine| My Boys

this bites [22 Jan 2005|10:28am] [ mood | you all suck ] [ music | welcome to my life ] you know what i am having a terrible time. Im stuck alone with no firends to help.don't get me wrong i got friends just none that are here right now when i need them. Whatever i will deal with it by myself. My Boys

[12 Jan 2005|07:38pm] depressed..sad...lonely Created by tasteoftearsx and taken 135 times on bzoink! whats your name? Desiree have you ever been depressed? Yes do you think im depressed? Ya whats your favorite band? Blink 182 do you: wish you were never born? NO wonder why you were even put on this planet? Ya, i like mars always find yourself sitting at home on friday nights with noone to talkto? no meg always is talking ever wish you would have no emotions at all? No that would suck write poems? yes 24/7 drink alcohol? No have sex? No un like some people have you ever: got drunk and tried to hook up with ur xbf? Nope got drunk and told a secret of urs you really didnt want others to know? Nope do you always: cry at night? Yes clean untill theres nothing else to clean? ya wish you could kill everyone that causes you pain? no just one including the xbf that dumped you for your worst ememy? No are you: your own worst ememy? sometimes loosing sleep bc you cant stop thinking about everything that hurts you? Yes always happy when the love of your life enters the room? Yes!!! sitting at ur comp, smoking a cigarette takeing this stupid survey? Yes survey..no cig is your: kat your best friend? if you want your mom..? no my mom is better eyes red and watery from crying? sometimes but not now does your: ?? room smell like alcohol? No and proud of it cigarettes? Hells no pot...? fu**ing NO...ewww best friend stab you in the back? Yes she did,she stabbed me and left me to bleed to death alone. siblings if any annoy the hell out of you? ya but i love him do you chase them down the street with a butcher knife when they piss uoff? lol no just a kitchen knife i havent..i swear.. yes you have ok yeah i have..but i was really angry. i have done it to ok the end is near for me... it is my end 2 i mean the end of the survey. o ok byez..i love you and i miss you Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! 2 All mine| My Boys

Survey [11 Jan 2005|07:19pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | I rule ] 1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 12 and Write down what it says.  Trying to trick the public by waiting and waiting...and then wiping your wet palms on your pants after a messy sneeze. 2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? My mom's headphones 3: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 7:15 4: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?  7:24  5: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? My brother watching king of the hill 6: When did you last step outside? What were you doing? Half an hour ago. To buy without a paddle 7: Before you came to this website, what did you look at? www.danecook.com 8: What are you wearing? Green blink182 shirt, black jeans with a blink patch, a black and white skull trucker hat. 9: When did you last laugh? At dinner.(we were talking about tampons shotting out of your mouth on a water slide)lol don't ask 10: What is on the walls of the room you are in? 3 paintings and 3 blue prints. 11: Seen anything weird lately? i looked in a mirror and saw me. 12: What is the last film you saw in theaters? Hey Hey Hey it's fat albert 13: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?  A car for me, my mom, and my dad. 14: Tell me something about you that I don't know: I can almost do the dane cook SU-FI. 15: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? Make me supreme ruler of all.i will rule you all with my iron fist. 16: George Bush: sucks and is an idiot with an IQ of 0.1 17: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Dash 18: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Sebatian 19: Who is the hottest guy in town? Max Thieriot 2 All mine| My Boys

[09 Jan 2005|08:56pm] [ mood | YOU SUCK ] [ music | petal to the medal ] OK well crazy crazy...what do i say. YOU SUCK!!! YA LADY IM TALKING TO YOU. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! I know some people are just born savage and some people are just born sucky, but man you are lower that dirt My Boys

[02 Jan 2005|03:56pm] every thinks been good. now that i have been putting effort in i have been more happy. exept for sprinkles... he is hurt, like really bad and im sad because im afaid of losing him. He gives me comfort. i know it's not as bad as like justis or my parents getting hurt but i don't want him to hurt. My Boys

hehe [30 Dec 2004|10:33am] HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN 2 All mine| My Boys

Koolness [27 Dec 2004|12:44pm] [ mood | making backgrounds ] [ music | blink ] Kool new bg. YOU LIKEY...?? i know i do My Boys

long @$$ quiz [23 Dec 2004|10:00am] [ mood | bloody fingers ] [ music | i love max ] Bored? ((Over 100 questions)) Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 56547 times on bzoink! [x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x] What's your name? :: Desiree Birthplace :: salem Age :: 15 Age you act :: 10 Current location :: lynn Eye color :: blue grey all kinds Hair color :: black Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :: right Zodiac sign? :: leo. fire queen Height? :: 5'3" i think [x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x] Your heritage/nationality :: canadian Your hair :: black Your fears :: spiders Your perfect room :: mine What you practically do in a day :: nothing [x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x] Words you overuse :: daude,man Phrases you overuse :: good times, crazy beautyful Your first thought when you wake up :: go away justis Your greatest accomplishment :: living 15 years Something you want to do :: eat [x] Part 4 -- This or that [x] Pepsi or Coke :: both McDonald's or Burger Kings :: McDonald's Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :: Britney Spears Chocolate or vanilla :: Both Adidas or Nike :: Converse Black or white :: black Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :: Bills Burgers or hot dogs :: Burgers Egypt or France :: France Rock or rap :: Rock [x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x] Smoke :: No Cuss :: Lil Sing well :: I guess Sing in the shower :: Yes Talk to yourself --a lot-- :: yes Believe in yourself :: A little Like taking these longass surveys? :: Not really Play an instrument :: yes Want to go to college? :: yes Want to get married? :: yes Want to have children? :: yes, my baby dash and my boy seb Think you're a health freak? :: are you kidding Get along with your parents :: Sometimes Get along with your siblings? :: sometimes Think you're popular :: Im good [x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x] Gone out of state :: ya NH Drank alchohal :: No Smoke :: NO Get high :: NO Done any drugs :: NO Eaten an entire box of oreos :: suprisingly no Been on stage :: Yes Gone skinny dipping :: no Been dumped :: no Dyed your hair :: yes Stolen anything :: yes [x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x] Craziest :: Megan P Loudest :: Megan P... by far Most shy :: Vanessa F... talk women Blondest :: Megan P... Duhh Smartest :: Vanessa M Kindest :: Vanessa F Best personality :: Jess A Most talented :: Rich C..crazy good actor Best singer :: Ashley...she is good Most ghetto :: Wade..getto man extreme!!!!!!!! Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :: Megan P and Vanessa F are tied Pain in the ass :: Jusits lol j/k The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):: Jusits lol j/k sry Funniest :: Perry R Best person for advice :: My mom Dependable :: My dad Trustworthy :: Vanessa F Druggie :: Melissa Most likely to end up in jail :: Megan P but she will be sitting next to me Person you've known the longest :: Vanessa F [x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x] Last dream :: i saved my head Last nightmare :: shawn died so i did Car ride :: yesterday Last time you cried :: two days ago Last movie seen :: catch that kid Last movie rented :: cold creek manor Last book read :: witch child Last word said :: JUSTIS Last curse word said :: ??? Last time you laugh :: yesterday at kim's Last phone call :: to meg Last CD played :: GC, young and hopeless Last song you listened to :: offspring- can't get you out of my head Last annoyance :: Justis Last IM :: Kim Last weird encounter :: nothing beats blue sparkley man Last person you hugged :: Justis just now Last person you yelled at :: Justis Last time you wore a skirt :: to weeks ago Last time you've been evil :: everyday Sarcastic? :: everyday Last time you fought with your parents :: yesterday Last time you wished upon a star :: never Played Truth or Dare :: a year ago Spent quality time alone :: everyday [x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x] Are you talking to someone on AIM :: yes Do you feel lonely :: sometimes Ever TP'd someone's house :: i TP'd a person How about egging someone's house :: i egged someones breakfast Do you not like dislike not like me? :: Are you crazy stupid Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :: no i am better friends with skittles and 25 cent Yo Momma :: Rocks Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :: NO What do you think of George Bush? :: I hate him he is so stupid Any secret fetishes? :: i don't think so Do you like to wear chains? O_o :: ya everyday How many languages do you speak? :: 3 english,spanish, fake spanish Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :: YA i think there bleeding Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) :: YES YES YES Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! My Boys

quiz [23 Dec 2004|09:45am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | crimson-me ] THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. Desiree 2. Dezy 3. RaeRae THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. My eyes 2. My uniquness 3. My ability to make people laugh THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. I trust people too much 2. I am a weird 3. I am very self-depreciating THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. Canadian 2. Irish 3. French THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. Death 2. My friends lol 3. im taking this quiz THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. waking up 2. Laughing 3. playing with my ring THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. Blue superman shirt 2. Blue superman pants 3. My ring THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists [at the moment]): 1. Blink 182 2. Good charlotte 3. offspring THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT: 1. "small things", blink 182 2. "wondering", GC 3. "can't get you out of my head", offspring THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: 1. Stay up for 48 hours 2. Diet 3. hair colors THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given): 1. Honesty/Trust 2. Humor 3. Fun TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order) 1. I'm crasy 2. I'm dead 3. I'm babysitting justis THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. Hair (short or spikes..NOT Long) 2. Eyes (pale- blue, green, or gray) 3. ummmm i dunno THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: 1. forget 2. Change people's opinions of me 3. stop thinking THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE PASTIMES: 1. Laughing with friends 2. Drawing 3. Listening to blink THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. Get my lip button pierced 2. Get my hair color 3. a piece of candy THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1. Restaurant owner 2. Lawyer 3. Bum- joke! THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION/HOLIDAY: 1. Canada 2. Ireland 3. Japan THREE KIDS' NAMES: 1. Dash 2. Sebastian 3. Haven THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. Love my job 2. own a home 3. have or adopt kids My Boys

[22 Dec 2004|08:50pm] [ mood | Skittles and 25 cent ] [ music | ???????????? ] wow long time no post. everythings been good...wow thats funny, i get annoyed sometimes because i have lost some things but thats kool whatever. overall im happy.......I was just at kim's but i could not stay..i want to go over again soo!!!!I love my friends Kim,Skittles,Dj,25 cent...lol funny like aways. dude meg got me some kool stuff for x-mas..everyone so far gave me great stuff but i like megs the best...i think she is comeing over tommorow yay My Boys

12:00 come faster plz [11 Dec 2004|09:59am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | blink 182-m&m's ] wow lil werid the other day but it's ok...i don't think you and me are on the same level. But whateva thats kool. not really but still. well the last souple days i have been little pissed at the world but ummm it's kool cuz im going to hang out with kim at 12 thats fun. Meg was busy yesterday and will be busy monday. so i don't know if were hanging out. i love when people hate not to hang out with you.. but if there occupied they don't care. whateva i just want to go to kim's really really bad. My Boys

[06 Dec 2004|07:19pm] Your Punk-rock Life by MestUpChicky Your Boyfriend Tony Lovato (Mest) Your Best Friend Jeremiah Rangel (Mest) Your Ex Jesse Lacey (Brand New) Your Role Model Mark Hoppus (Blink-182) Your Name Quiz created with MemeGen! My Boys

hahaha [19 Nov 2004|06:29pm] You came from the water. Calm and shy, you know what you want, but sometimes are afraid to stand up for yourself. Where did you come from? brought to you by Quizilla You are Innocent- You have never had sex and you don't really plan on it. You are completely oblivious to when a guy comes on to you. You are sweet and look quite childish and that is why guys like you. What anime girl resides in you? brought to you by Quizilla 1 All mine| My Boys

draco rocks..so sexy [19 Nov 2004|06:05pm] You are Maiden of Mystery!!! Congrats! You are the Goddess of Wind and you like to inflict pain. You have alot of Anime posters and pictures of Tom Felton on the walls of your room. You have a MAJOR crush on Draco Malfoy and you will protect him at any cost. You also dont like when people call him Malfoy cuz it gets him pissed when he's called by his surname. Enen if this is not metioned in the fic, you are also obssessed with South Park. You are pretty silent unless it comes to insults to yo man. YOU KICK ASS!!!) Which Mental Institute character r u??? brought to you by Quizilla 1 All mine| My Boys

New New New [18 Nov 2004|05:45pm] [ mood | musical ] I have a brand new background and i love it. it's like so rocking!!! OOO i saw i aida.. it rocked..i g2g byez My Boys

what is with al the dark answers.. im good i love kittens [15 Nov 2004|07:48pm] Your element is Darkness: Self centered, strong willed, mischievous and mysterious. Your quite dark and often times frightening, although you may be good looking its just a costume hiding the darkness of your heart. You detest everyone but yourself, people are simply insects to be burned under the power of your magnifying glass. People are somewhat drawn to your mystery but find out to little to late how cruel you can be. But you have a passionate soul, that is unless you already sold it. Pursuing whatever you set your mind to, you look at life with a 'Shut up and leave me alone' attitude most often because people generally seem to annoy you. You may be the ruler of darkness but you can often times be generally lonely wishing for someone to share in your dance of darkness so long as they know who is the master. .:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers- brought to you by Quizilla My Boys

wow a lil dark [15 Nov 2004|07:45pm] [ mood | creative ] You belong in the land of darkness, otherwise known as one of the worlds in which I dwell. All here is beauty inspired by tragedy and great sorrow. Write or go through other creative outlets to express the anguish you may be feeling, and never let anyone tell you that you are just being 'weepy' or full of 'teenage angst'(if you're a teenager.If not, then they really should be punished for calling you one. They probably are trying to insult your maturity...fools.)and always remain yourself, dark and amazing. Never change. Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES) brought to you by Quizilla My Boys

i took a quiz [14 Nov 2004|09:25pm] [ mood | look a quiz ] [ music | whatever ] G: Your Beauty lies in Individuality. Different, amazing, and all your own. You like be set apart from all others and most love that you do. You are solitary at times, but for the most part, there is no greater compliment to you than someone telling you that you are different. You're most likely a bit of a fighter and you hate it when anyone attempts to change who you are. You wear what you want, look how you want and don't let anyone tell you what do to. You can be a little immature at times and have trouble dealing with authority and asking others for help. You like to do things yourself and are independent almost to a fault. But, people still find your individuality amazing and the fact that no matter what happens or what anyone else anyone thinks about it, you will not change who you are.</font> Some Things That Represent You: Element: Dark, Fire Animal: White Tiger Color: Bold Colors, Odd Colors Song: Just They Way I Am by Angel Expression: Smirk Gemstone: Bloodstone Mythological Creature: Phoenix, Dragon Sign: Leo Planet: Pluto Hair Color: Unnatural Colors Eye Color: Amber Quote: "You laugh because I'm different. I laugh because you're all the same." Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::.. brought to you by Quizilla My Boys

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